Wednesday, December 29, 2010

JaeJoong- To you it's Seperation, For me It's Waiting..

一首我很喜欢的歌,
很触动心底深处的歌,
是因为尝试过,
所以才有所体会吗?我疑惑……




Singer: Jaejoong

Title: To You It's Separation, For Me It's Waiting 

Sungkyunkwan Scandal OST 


ginagin haruga gane
nae maeum modu aneun geotcheoreom
sigani ppalli jinagamyeon
deo ichyeojilleunji

neoui binjarireul ppaemyeon
modeun geon jejarie inneunde
gaseumi gojang nanneunji
neoreul bonaen geol silgam motae
naui modeun sarangeun heotdoen yaegi

na ireoke neoreul bonae
hajiman naegen gidarimui sijagin geol
tteonagajima nae saranga
du beon dasi neol bol su eobtjanha
nae mamsoge namainneun geudae

neoui binjarireul ppaemyeon
modeun geon jejarie inneunde
gaseumi gojang nanneunji
neoreul bonaen geol silgam motae
naui modeun sarangeun heotdoen yaegi

na ireoke neoreul bonae
hajiman naegen gidarimui sijagin geol
tteonagajima nae saranga
du beon dasi neol bol su eobtjanha
nae mamsoge namainneun geudae

tteonagajima nae saranga
du beon dasi neol bol su eobtjanha
eodiseodeun eonjerado
himdeulgo jichil ttaen naegero dorawa jebal
haengbokhaeya hae nae saranga
geu nalkkaji yeongwonhal ttaekkaji

geudaemaneun nareul itgo
akkimeobsi jiwo
ijen


English Translation。。。
The day seems to last forever
As if it read my heart
With passing time, will it fade?

Except for your empty space
Everything is the same
My heart must be broken
Can't seem to accept that I sent you away
All my love is now in vain

I sent you away
But my waiting has just begun
Don't leave my love
I may never see you again
You are still in my heart

Except for your empty space
Everything is the same
My heart must be broken
Can't seem to accept that I sent you away
All my love is now in vain

I sent you away
But my waiting has just begun
Don't leave my love
I may never see you again
You are still in my heart

Don't leave my love
I may never see you again
Wherever whenever
When you're tired and discouraged, come back to me
Be happy my love
Until that day, forever that day (when we can be together)

I want you to forget me
Don't hesitate
For now.


CREDIT TO :eklyricos.blogspot

Saturday, December 18, 2010

朋友

该怎么开始说呢?这个人在我生命中扮演着蛮有分量的角色,茫茫然然地形容是对他的无理。哈哈,怎么说都好啦,这位他,不会来这里看我的文章的。

他,长得比一般,帅。他的帅不是第一眼就发觉的,是从他的内心散发出来的。他的人真的很好,对我很好也。哈哈哈,相信他不止对我好,他对身边的任何人,都一样的公平、好。

昨天,在我发呆时,他拨了一通电话给我,很是感激、很是感动。每次,我需要的时候,他都会帮我。这点,我想过了老半生,我仍会记得的。我真心地希望我跟他,能永远当很要好的朋友。要是机会许可,我也想当他得知己。哈哈哈,贪心的我。

他有一个习惯,喜欢凌晨拨电。每次与他聊天,若是他打过来的,一定是凌晨,12点。哈哈哈,很奇怪。但是我比较过分吧,因为我还是过两点烦他!哈哈,没发,男生朋友当中,他最帅了!最可靠、最好人了!!

很开心,你打电话给我,真的。您那句,:“现在开心了吗?”让我很感动。我现在开心了拉!哈哈哈。没想到,你打电话给我就只因为你还有雯亿,想逗我开心,感动无限!! 爱死你们了~

人生有此朋友,真的太好了!

Thursday, December 9, 2010

真心假意

我想我不会再信你了。
我给你的是真心,
你还我的不只是假意,
还有灰心。

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Back to December - Taylor Swift



this song, Back to December....


I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I'd go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I'd go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand


But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I'd go back to December all the time

All the time

haha, it's quite a sarcastic song,
remind me about something i had never do and had no intention to do..
I should have appologise?
But will you ever said the appologize is too late?
Will you turn me down?
I have no ideas, and i have no courage to risk myself to this...

Life is like this, Dont you think so?
People always regret for what they didnt
and never appreciate for what they did....

I had turned you down and now im deserved this.
I had fooled you and now you ruined me back.
you had give me all your love for once...
and I knew it... but im just too scare..
I dare not face it, i choose to escape,
I choose not to response.. i choose freedom.
I gave you all was just goodbye..

These days all the past just flashback in my mind
It wasn't something you can get rid easily, seriously.
I keep thinking and realise somehow in deep site of my soul,
I am missing you... I miss your sweet smile, I miss your breath..
It's all seem so right to me...

I'd go back to that month if i have a chance...
I'd go back to change my own mind..
I'd go back to make myself realised how nice was you..
but i also know i cant...I cant never change the past..

So i will just lead my life now...as a normal girl
without your hand in mine
without your sms before sleep
without your hot breath around my ear
without your whisper to my mind
without your picture in my phone
without your message in my mailbox..
Then will be fair to my next station...
and maybe i will willing to drop by at my next station..


Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right



Tuesday, December 7, 2010

回忆

……但不仅仅因为这些,
只言片语难以形容的。

喜欢的心情,
是从别处涌现的
就算遭到反对,
就算自己明知不行
但只要察觉到这种心情
就无法阻挡啊。

这是魔咒,
对倔强的人
对不诚实的人
对聪明又迟钝的人
来说是绝对的魔咒

Saturday, December 4, 2010

疯了几天·感想

这些天,我过得很是充实,到出去玩、吃、喝。该是开心还是失落?我真得很充实吗?身体很明确的显现出我曾经充实的痕迹,疲惫?劳累?内心、心灵的体验却是另一回事。我感到很空虚,真得很落寞。是我自己逼自己逼得太紧了?还是自己迫不及待想要表现出自己已经完全康复的迹象?不停地告诉别人,自己好了,自己活得很好,自己胖了,自己笑了。每一次说这些话,话尾就像刀刃划过心,很美的弧线,美得让人心碎。我很好,三个字,那么的简单,却是那么的难……

病愈与否,真正知道得就只有自己了,能帮助自己的也只有自己,但是我真的不知道我是否好了。重复式地告诉她们我没事,似乎是想催眠自己没事,欺骗自己说我好了。渐渐地,我也不清楚真伪了,可悲!!

无论如何,这些天,在外面的那些天,我是快乐的,我相信。虽然累,虽然有在伪装,虽然不想笑仍得笑,但是我很谢谢陪我逛街的朋友。你们很棒!!

至于你,我很抱歉,当是的我太天真幼稚无知了。是我不够勇敢,或许当我完全康复的时候,我会感激你,你的夺走与背叛。