Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Back to December - Taylor Swift



this song, Back to December....


I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I'd go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I'd go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand


But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I'd go back to December all the time

All the time

haha, it's quite a sarcastic song,
remind me about something i had never do and had no intention to do..
I should have appologise?
But will you ever said the appologize is too late?
Will you turn me down?
I have no ideas, and i have no courage to risk myself to this...

Life is like this, Dont you think so?
People always regret for what they didnt
and never appreciate for what they did....

I had turned you down and now im deserved this.
I had fooled you and now you ruined me back.
you had give me all your love for once...
and I knew it... but im just too scare..
I dare not face it, i choose to escape,
I choose not to response.. i choose freedom.
I gave you all was just goodbye..

These days all the past just flashback in my mind
It wasn't something you can get rid easily, seriously.
I keep thinking and realise somehow in deep site of my soul,
I am missing you... I miss your sweet smile, I miss your breath..
It's all seem so right to me...

I'd go back to that month if i have a chance...
I'd go back to change my own mind..
I'd go back to make myself realised how nice was you..
but i also know i cant...I cant never change the past..

So i will just lead my life now...as a normal girl
without your hand in mine
without your sms before sleep
without your hot breath around my ear
without your whisper to my mind
without your picture in my phone
without your message in my mailbox..
Then will be fair to my next station...
and maybe i will willing to drop by at my next station..


Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right



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