Wednesday, December 28, 2011

我就是酱

有时就是喜欢穿宽松的衣服~
为什?你知道的。
有些东西,
我不愿说明
但不代表我喜欢。
我不喜欢,至今仍不喜欢。

我想,
该改变我的穿着方式
该死,
那件衣不是我买的

不管了,减了肥再打算

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Mr. Know it all

Mr. know it all
You think you know it all
You think i'm under your control or plan
Noboby make me a fool like you

You think you know all bout me
But i'm leave you alone, lonely
You don't know a thing about me.
Don't act like you knew me for a century

Baby, you don't know anything
I'm just more than the way i showed
I'm just crazier, meaner, insane than you can imagine
You think you entered my world
But you just merely a outsider.

please, don't act like you own me


Sunday, December 18, 2011

我跨了那步

比想象中的勇敢
明白不踏出那一步
我,永远不能摆脱

比想象中的简单
那一步没有千斤重
我,骄傲地跨了它

惊讶吗?甭
我,本来就是那位
天不怕地不怕的傻妞

惊讶的是,
我,原来一直得很好
现在也很好,
一些事不定会带来IMPACT
一些事不定会缔造HISTORY
只能说,我期待你带来的FUTURE


Saturday, December 17, 2011

有时候

有时候 
我会相信一切都有尽头
相聚离开 都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
不期待你会陪我看细水长流

Friday, December 16, 2011

我以为,
删除一些东西会是件简单的事
我有些不对,
有些东西,不是那么容易
忘了多久没有碰触那伤口
忘了曾经有那么多的事
真的,快忘了
毕竟,时间过得
比你想象中的还有快

我毫不犹豫地删除了好一部分的东西
但是下一秒,我犹豫了
打开了,我。

回忆没有涌现
因为不再在乎
删除不下
因为曾经珍惜过

人与人之间
能相遇相识相知不简单
我明白,
但你愚弄了这曾经
所以我会很狠下心的
撤出一切
只因我想有间干净的房间

PS: Its nice to see my room become clean and clear. Maybe i should apply some fragrance here, but i have allergy. So, i will just let the room become empty.


Monday, December 5, 2011

玻璃

你看过玻璃吗?
你,感觉过玻璃的裂痕吗?
你试过填补玻璃的裂缝吗?

我好像,在做着一些,
徒劳无功的事。

习惯不言,习惯容忍
习惯等待。

种种地习惯
让一切看似微不足道的事
变得很顽固
赖在心底,慢慢囤积
直至无法在存放
爆发,破裂。

相信会变得更成熟
届时,生命不会有困惑。

Saturday, December 3, 2011

朋友??

无法自拔的不相信朋友了
朋友,何谓朋友?
越来越无法理解

曾经的几年友情
你都破坏掉了
懂你不曾担心我
我一直都是很能干
外表

你一直担心外表
脆弱的似UHU的人
你是真心还是假意?

你不懂?还是装不懂
已经不重要了
看清了世界
形成世界的程序
就不再需要明白

对你,是无言
还有诉不尽的失望……

PS, V说的,是对的。在学会自我保护前,不必顾虑他人,他人不会考虑你。

Sunday, November 27, 2011

跟屁虫

真的想自己一个人
做自己最具特别的事
所以
请你不要跟随我
我不喜欢跟屁虫
一直以来都不喜欢

尤其不喜欢你
Ctl + C  我

我已没你能
吸取的养分
所以,
你不需要当蓝鸟

Friday, November 25, 2011

无题#3

有些人很没有自觉
让人摸不着头脑
不断的激怒人
不断地stimulate 

我不想你
我不好
我不说
我不言

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

坏了

苹果坏了,就不能再吃。
东西坏了,就不能再用。
关系坏了,就不能修好。

曾经用心经营的,
全让自己亲手毁了…

幸亏,不曾期待
不曾期盼
因为种种理由
让我不再相信。

Sunday, November 20, 2011

狮子座@ LEO

偶然在某处看见这些信,挺有意思的,至少对我而言,有些许的准确

【给狮子座的第1封信】

狮子座抑不是平常的孩子
他们像黎明的曙光,永远带着一股朝气
狮子总是喜欢指使别人,有着天使的笑脸,恶魔的心
狮子像最虔诚的教徒
守护和敬仰着最美梦
用笑容祭奠悲伤
他们本有那一双爱笑的眼睛
望见天空时却溢满悲伤,或者正在祈祷着
天空不要为他们掉眼泪

【给狮子座的第2封信】

狮子们
总是心软
即使是面对着那个一次又一次伤害自己的人
狮子很固执
但是面对着一个很在乎的人 固执的性格却消失了
狮子很傻很天真成天以为开怀大笑就可以忘记内心深处的疼痛
狮子总是这样
总会去安慰伤痕累累的同伴
而自己的伤口却只能由自己来治愈
他们真的很笨


给狮子座的第3封信】 

【如果一个狮子沉默了,是很危险的。TA可能……】
1、有心事
2、厌倦了等待
3、要爆炸了
4、需要拥抱
5、崩溃了
6、心在哭泣
7、以上全部 
8、欢迎补充 ...

【给狮子座的第4封信】

狮子给人感觉一向大大咧咧,不拘小节
其实,外表看似粗犷的狮子
也有TA小小细腻的一面
狮子的心思慎密,有强烈的保护欲
懂得照顾每个人的感受
狮子是不惧任何言辞的
有狮子出没的地方,旁人不会感到孤单
气氛永远不会冷场
除非,狮子情绪不佳,刻意想使场面冷淡

【给狮子座的第5封信】

狮子吃软不吃硬
经常口是心非
很乐观又很悲观
安全感不多
有点感性
有些话即使害怕错过也不说
常常被人骗
小敏感;小洁癖;小心软
害怕受伤
总说自己不孤单,其实很寂寞
对陌生人冷冷的,熟悉后就嘻嘻哈哈
总表现的很坚强,其实很软弱
总被人误解,却不愿解释

【给狮子座的第6封信】

狮子重感情,容易满足,更容易受伤
总有一种被忽视的感觉
付出的远超过得到的
很固执,不懂得放弃
一点点事就胡思乱想
在别人面前笑得很开心,一个人的时候却很落寞
陌生人前很安静,朋友面前胡闹
不喜欢一个人逛街
心情不好时喜欢听忧伤的歌
经常不经意的发呆

【给狮子座的第7封信】

狮子看起来很坚强,不容易让人看见心伤
在感情中就算分手,也会带着无所谓的面具,默默承受一切
也正是因为这样
要强的狮子会让大家误以为对情伤无所谓,可以很快好起来
事实上,狮子对爱情非常有责任感
一旦爱定某人会非常认真的付出
狮子一旦决定了方向,就不容易改变

【给狮子座的第8封信】

狮子内心敏感
前一秒可能还玩得疯颠
下一秒就安静冷漠的做着自己的事
对真正喜欢的东西很坚持,其他都三分钟热度
相信永远又害怕受到伤害,
是个非常矛盾的星座
喜欢一切温暖的东西
热爱一切自由阳光的事物
做事坚定,执着、不虚假
愿意为自己的梦想和所爱的人放弃一切

PS:下次才分享其他的。还满准地说,尤其是橙色的 =)

New Sem 2011

There are some things i want to do in the new sem, if possible.

1.) Try to sleep before 12am.
2.) Try to eat healthy. Better replaced outside meal with self-cooked dishes.
3.) Try to eat less. Endure Oat porridge with marmite and biscuit and salad! Must slim.
4.) Try to do more exercise. Gym at least once a week. If possible everyday. ( well, it is kinda mission                       impossible)
5.) Try to use more swimming suit. I bought it not to keep it.
6.) Try to do sit up everyday before sleep. at least 50 times. and increase with time.
7.) Try to think positive, relax, Chill and enjoy life.
8.) Try to mix with more friend.
9.) Love people around me. Try to tell them I LOVE U everyday.
10.) Try to give people hug. I love hugs, hugs is meaningful =)
11.) Smile always. Happy or Sad , SMILE
12.) Not to cry again, neither when u are down nor watch drama series. =(
13.) Stay in PBL room as long as possible to study. You know, consistent study is essential.
14.) Do revision everyday, Do notes, at least some, to comfort myself before EOS.
15.) Willing to discuss with everyone, not just certain good friends.
16.) Try avoid trouble, that are super UNO-like, which will stick to u and influence your daily life.
17.) Stop being blur, drop things everywhere. Be organised.
18.) Try to cheer people around me when they are sad. Dont IGNORE
19.) Have a trip with my friends, Anywhere will do, as long as is a trip WITH FRIENDS =)
20.) TRY NOT TO LAUGH LIKE SIAO KIA. control yourself. take care of your fragile image. ;)

GOD BLESS i will do these all. I hope i can accomplished though some really really. WOW, HARD.

Saturday, November 19, 2011

幼稚

幼稚,英文叫childish
难听叫幼稚
好听叫active and friendly

幼稚,是可以很有水准的
幼稚,是可以很讲究技巧的
幼稚不是每一个人都做得到的

人不能回到过去
不能变得年轻
但能让心智稍微年轻化的
就只有变幼稚

幼稚,让人心情愉快
幼稚,让人轻松解压
幼稚,让人关系融洽

有时候,别再压抑自己
别在我面前装成熟~
简简单单地,找个能够‘废’ 的朋友幼稚一下
心情可是超爽的说~

你幼稚,我幼稚,大家一起幼稚!

PS:有时候我就是幼稚,因为我的名字叫芷琦=稚气 =P

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

人的过去

我今年20岁了,离红花初开的日子已有一段时间了,叹,岁月不留人。有很多事情,我没有在当年完成,我没有人们所谓的校园恋情,没有人们说的校园围殴,没有人们挂在嘴边的毕业旅行,没有人们期待的中学毕业典礼。

说真的,恋情,有那么一些些的惋惜,怎么我就是不够大胆,逃不出考试的阴霾。常用学习当理由,让自己完全逃离情花初开的危机。或许当初的我踏出了那么一小步,别人会替我完成结下的旅途。是自己太好胜了,不愿意尝试有可能失败的东西。不能用可能吧,我几乎是完全能理解那是不会长久的,所以独自判决。这看似毫无要紧的事,让现实的我,很彷徨。

围殴,我不喜欢打架,从小被逼与哥哥打架就已经让我有够郁闷的,我怎么还会打架呢?但是,我似乎有带领同学,共同杯葛某位,很不被人敬爱的老师。也不能说是带领,充其量只能说,老师先向我动刀,我轻伤,我不忿,我怂恿,朋友上。这样的小事而已。不能怪我,那老师,真的很烂,烂人!

骊歌,是我最期待的东西,很想与朋友唱骊歌,我明了,骊歌响起,回荡在耳边之时,我的泪会不随主体控制。但犯贱的我,就是很想参加毕业典礼。为什么马来西亚就是不要办啦?让我有说‘干’的冲动!!

有时候,很羡慕某某电影的主角,不羡慕他们帅,美,聪明……(其实都有羡慕拉)我羡慕的事,伙伴间的真挚友情。我能拥有吗?疑惑。有那么相信着我的一群朋友吗?大学有吗?我那么一群我能托付的朋友吗?质疑

有那么一些人说,你就不能相信别人吗?
我很诚恳的回答,我相信啊我相信你啊!

到后来,我在怀疑着,我有相信人吗?这刻,我真的相信你,但一瞬间,我开始疑惑。人的关系很奇妙,微妙,会是更好的形容词吗?不惑之刻,何时会降临?

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

想要有个伴

想要有个
陪我念书
教我读书
的伴……

是男是女
我无所谓
只想有人
能引领我

无论请教
任何难题
他或是她
也有办法
一一解答

不屈不饶
不惱不怨
细心仔细
回应着我

PS当下的我,真的很不想念书,怎么办?我也不晓得,等死吧,明天~

Saturday, October 22, 2011

好言相劝

敌人?
敌人非也
顶多只是
陌生人

敌人需恨
连恨我也
不想拥有
无念无求
只愿平静…

PS:

有些事情
非努力就行得通
非关系就能拉拢
勿打扰他的生活
他很纯粹地只是
我生活上的笑穴

还他自由的空间

Saturday, October 15, 2011

无题

一个人的时候,适当的emo
能被饶恕吧~
我快要被胡乱异通的想法
给逼疯了
很想把奇怪的想法
都踢出脑袋。。。

Friday, October 14, 2011

习惯

习惯是件可怕的事
担心自己会习惯
某些事情或是人物的存在
所以担心,害怕

习惯会让人失望
让人从不接受到接受
接受到习惯
习惯到失去
失去后才后悔不该去习惯

人是奇怪的
我也很奇怪
不想去习惯一些存在
因为担心失去

所以很忽冷忽热
所以显得不以为意
所以一直在更变

Thursday, October 13, 2011

I feel like... H2O

Monday, October 10, 2011

sometime u just need to breath

Life is Being nice to me
Breath~
I am so happy Today
Breath~
I love all my people~
Breath~
The moon is nice Although i cant see it as it exactly on top of my unit
Breath~

Hmmm,,, 
This world is so PRETTY~
DEEP DEEP Breath~

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Try

Recently figure out something.
How should i start this story?
hmm, Now i have no idea,
Still bit blur about the whole thing
Just , hmm,
What i want to say is
  Never Try Never Know~


Sometime, U just gonna try something before you actually comment on it
because prejudice is not good for u and your life ;)
throw away all ur prejudice
widen ur view by trying more exciting stuff
stimulating all ur adrenaline dopamine or any other nonsense..
You may actually Love something u Hate =))
then u will be WISER


Currently Playing: Christina perri - Distance (x1000000)
                           Demi Lavato - Skyscrapper (x10000)
                           We are the king - Say u like me (x100)
P/S: Christina perri seriously awesome, shes da Queen for Emo, Drug for Emo =))

Friday, October 7, 2011

启程

不在乎别人怎么说
世俗的眼光
很无趣

以前的种种,
让他纷飞
不在乎
不回想
因为不在重要

我开始了新的旅程
我想要自己裁决自己得人生

你们可能觉得很奇怪
会纳闷我究竟发生了什么事
有些聪明的痞子
会知道或是猜到
我不介意, (其实介意的很)
你知道又如何? (最好你不知)

我是真的不在意了
所以
我要启程
盟友你就别在追问!!

该知道
我不太会说谎……

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

我依然是我

我,
虽常常会显得疯疯癫癫
无端端会笑得特别开放
有时也会依墨不理睬人
耍孩子脾气任性不服输

但,
这些都是善意的我
有时虽会做作
有时会掩饰真实的自己
但是绝大部分是真实的我。

不为常人牺牲自我
不在乎庸凡的世俗眼光
我只做我爱得自己
我依然是我
不会为了你而有所改变

Monday, August 15, 2011

I'm Back

It's not that I had forgotten about here,
It's not i had a better choice to blog,
It just simply because I dislike here,
Then I quit...

Here, once filled with all my sorrow-ness,
silly-ness, emo-ness...
I was too innocent till i think i can get rid from all this silly problems
If i was not here..

But now, harsh condition toughen me 
I know what i should do 
I know where i should be
And i know i suit HAPPY MODE more

Im back, Still the crazy
and sometime slightly blur KID
( i do believe im a KID!!!)
Love to laugh,
love to enjoy life
love to cry when i suppose to
and LOVE TO SMILE~

PS: Sorry to anyone that once worry about me >.<
Im great at this position

I know im NOT always alone =))
and IT gonna take my some of my time to alter the blog =P
all mess up after changing the template

Friday, May 27, 2011

感触

心里有很多言不出的感动
不知从何说起,也没有哪本事说
很多事情是要自己去体会才能确切的感受得到

我是旁观者,
但这角色就足以让我感动
我不知未来的我会否能做到他那程度
至少现在的我
很想做到,衷心认真地

我不想后悔
如果有的选择,
我想带着满足快乐的心离开
就算路程会很累,
但我相信这路程一定不会寂寞
一定会有相信我的伙伴陪随着我

Saturday, April 2, 2011

things

there are too many things in my life, troubling my way of breath. It's suck!
why cant i said, :" let's have a heart to heart to heart Talk!'
i don't want just u talk and talk and talk, and im there sitting lectured.
I'm enough!!! Shut up! shut Up!

Friday, March 4, 2011

你?

现在的我很快乐,你呢?
偶尔,还是会通过朋友看见你,
偶尔,还是会在乎那互动,
偶尔,还是会无意中想起你…

我啊,不想故意逃避你,
不想故意忘却你,
不想故意洗去你,
因为故意的事往往都显得很不故意。
我不喜欢。
越是故意忘记你,
后来无意看见你回想起一切是
不悦的。

倒不如渐渐地淡忘你,
让时光抹去你的踪迹,
不做作不虚情假意地,
那么,偶尔会想起您,
或许会想起快乐的是,
或许会牵来一丝笑意。

其实,现在想得很通了
当初的自己太执著了
结果显得自己很无能低智。

不后悔认识不认识你,
不后悔相处得来或不,
要么,后悔的事,
花了我好长的一段时间认清自己。
到底自己要的是什么
究竟我还是太爱自己了,
才会拖拉这么久~

好白痴的一段时间
可以的话,
还想忘记自己有过那么天真的日子
过于不成熟,
是自己高估了自己。

女孩,就是想忘记
男孩,就是相记载

我不确定我是否已经完整无缺了
但是现在的我,
你要我干表面功夫,
我可以很快乐
只在乎我的选择。

我想要打车到下一站了~
车环绕一圈会回到原点,
下车的人会整装自己
不会再是那么无知的人
届时,咱俩见,
不定你会当了我的蓝颜……

你呢?还停留在那个阶段吗?


PS:有时不伤害时更大的伤害
认清自己是你必须作的吧,
否着你永远不会成长
我想我胜任了吧

Friday, February 25, 2011

现在的心情不是一般的差,付出的,默默付出的,别人会懂吗?不会。你在面前坏样,背后对他好,他不会懂得。所以,不需要对任何一个人好。一定要每次说出口,我做了什么什么,才会得到回报吗?我不是想得到什么,至少对我好些,怎么对我比我没付出时的差?付出是白的,这点,我应该老早就明白的。很想飙粗口,现在的我很讨厌别人,你别惹我,拜托!

以后,读大学,尽量少回家吧,那时或许他们才会察觉我做的,还有我的存在性。叫我回,我也不会再回了,我懒。不想争什么,我争不起。期待得越大,失望也会越大。因为现在生活没有什么特别的,期望都寄托在家人身上,结果下场就是如期不堪。可悲。哈哈哈。

抒发完毕

Friday, February 18, 2011

[MV HD] IU - The story only I didn't know [english subs+romanization+han...



A very nice song , You should had listen to it.
It is sad, sad till you feel heart tore apart and keep sad.
If you finding song that can moved you , I think this will be a great choice.

She said, no such thing as good breakup, and she felt vaguely hurt.
She got a wound that can't heal itself...
which truly touched me at this moment.

Strongly recommend...
hwaiting~ IU


end

End
This suppose to be the end

For once someone tell me that,
Stop,
is to prepare yourself,
End,
is to have a better start...

should this follow this rules too?
I hope for a better start...
not the kind of start u might think...
It just I wish i can lead a brand new life
without u without him and without heSSSSS
I want to enjoy not to like anyone
but being liiked...? i duno..

I am not dumb child that need to touch hot kettle
many many times to know that we cant touch
Instead, one time enough...
I scare of hot kettle ad..
truly scare,
Scare till i darent use kettle as i know i might
accidentally touch the hot surface if i had used it

Not using kettle then i wont have this worry
I know well that not using it mean
I can never drink boiled water ,
cant make hot chocolate...
But i scare that painful touch..

Maybe one day,
I might try my best to use the kettle
to enlighten my life.
But it definitely not now...
trauma isnt that easy to get rid of.

I guess. it gonna take a long time
So, kettle or future kettles..
please keep a distance from me
Im not worth your wait...
You might never be used till the end of your waranty..

恐怖

恐怖,
我比你更切身体会到自己的恐怖之处
讨厌自己那么样,
讨厌到你无法相信。
什么时候开始,我变成那怪兽,
我自己也不晓得了。

是谁把我变成恐怖的人?
我不想记得那些事,但是
因为太伤心了,忘不了。
不敢说出来,心中闷闷的
就这样,记了下来。

自己也被恐怖的执著吓着,
谢谢你的明言,
让我更肯定自己有点恐怖。

放心吧,恐怖的是那段时间
那段黑暗,差点吞噬我,
现在我好多了,
大家都说我是开朗的嘛~
对阿对阿,我现在不敢说我很好,
但是,我会很好。

最后一次掉泪,这将会是。
不会再有下次,我保证。


岁月难得沉默秋风厌倦漂泊
夕阳赖着不走挂在墙头舍不得我
昔日伊人耳边话已和潮声向东流
再回首往事也随枫叶一片片落
爱已走到尽头恨也放弃承诺
命运自认幽默想法太多由不得我
壮志凌云几分愁知己难逢几人留
再回首却闻笑传醉梦中

笑叹词穷古痴今狂终成空
刀钝刃乏恩断义绝梦方破
路荒已叹饱览足迹没人懂
多年望眼欲穿过红尘滚滚我没看透
自嘲墨尽千情万怨已皆愁
曲终人散发花鬓白红颜殁
烛残未觉与日争辉图消瘦
当泪干血隐狂涌白雪纷飞都成空





Wednesday, February 2, 2011

breathless....

U made me breathless
U made me speechless
U always have the power to made my mouth curve down
U lead me to the heaven and drag me to the hell

I'm really tired, U know?
I tried my best not to hurt U
tried to assist U and be your best friend
and so far i think i did my best but
It's too heavy for me to carry on this task
In the end i will be the pity one that cry
sadly, in sorrow ,lonely in the corner...
Will you allow me to fire myself?

Should had listen to U
Should had learnt her
Should had treat u like nothing
Should had end the friendship....
Should had never know you
Will now be late?
To change everything over?

There are things in this world,
U will be in happiness if
U don't know them,
N u r one of those to me...

I know U will live well with' me
cause i know u will...
I really don't need sorry from U
that just made me feel i'm more pity
Don't try to superimpose me to those
sad movie main character

Till now still like you is my fault
Till now still think of you made myself sound pity
Till now still din hate you is out of people expectation...
Don't worry ^^
I will figure out a way to forget you by myself from now
love to use ^^ cause it remind me about u
but now i will try to limit this usage..

I wont be your burden
If U think i'm pity,
If u think u owned me too much,
If U feel sorry to me
If u don't want to my kindness as granted,
If U want to repay me
If u wanna help me
Then just act like the mermaid princess..

Once U made me feel like im mermaid princess
U want me to disappear like bubbles...
This time I don't want to become mermaid princess
Can U bless the prince and the neighbour kingdom princess?
silently diminish like bubble?

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Something maybe useful to u..

something related to Bio 5 Edexcel Scientific article A BIT...=))


AP Biology Chapter 18 Regulation of Gene Expression

PROKARYOTIC GENE EXPRESSION

·         Operator- segment of DNA that serves as a switch for gene expression
·         Operon- entire stretch of DNA required for enzyme production; several DNA sequences controlled as a unit
·         Repressor- protein that can switch off the operon by binding to the operator
·         Regulatory gene- gene located some distance from the operon it controls & has its own promoter
·         Corepressor- small molecule that cooperates with a repressor protein to switch an operon off; often a substrate

Figure 18.3 Page 353 (trp operon)

trp operon is a repressible operon – transcription is on until repressed by presence of substrate
lac operon is an inducible operon – transcription is off until activated by presence of substrate

·         Inducer- small molecule that inactivates the repressor

     Figure 18.4 Page 354 (lac operon)

·         Cyclic AMP (cAMP)- cyclic adenosine monophosphate; regulator in lac operon; accumulates when lactose is scarce
·         Activator – protein that binds to DNA and stimulates transcription of a gene

EUKARYOTIC GENE EXPRESSION

Transcriptional Control

·         Differential gene expression – expression of different genes by cells with the same genome
·         Histone acetylation – acetyl groups are attached to lysines in histone tails; acetylated lysines no longer bind to neighboring nucleosomes – transcription is easier

Histones can also be methylated – addition of methyl groups

·         Genomic imprinting – methylation permanently regulates expression of genes from either male or female parent
·         Epigenetic inheritance – inheritance of traits transmitted by mechanisms not directly involving the nucleotide sequence; alterations not in DNA, but chromatin structure
·         Control elements – segments of noncoding DNA that help regulate transcription by binding certain proteins
·         Enhancers – thousands of nucleotides upstream or downstream of a gene

Post Transcriptional Control

One gene can produce thousands of different proteins depending on mRNA processing

·         Alternative RNA splicing – different mRNA molecules produced from the same primary transcript; depends on which segments are ‘introns’ & which are ‘exons’

mRNA degradation – mRNA has a life span that differs b/t organisms – longer life spans help adaptability

Initiation of translation – inhibitory action of a protein – blocks translation
Protein activation – polypeptides must be processed into active final products
Protein breakdown – length of time a protein is functional; regulated by selective degradation

·         Proteasomes – protein complexes that recognize tagged proteins and degrade them

·         MicroRNAs (miRNAs) –  single strand RNA; capable of binding to complementary sequences in mRNA molecules; blocks translation
·         RNA interference (RNAi)- silencing of gene expression using double-stranded RNA to trigger breakdown of a gene’s mRNA
·         Small interfering RNAs (siRNAs)- small, single strand RNA; generated from double strand RNA; acts as an miRNA

·         Cell differentiation – process by which cells become specialized in structure and function
·         Morphogenesis – physical processes that give an organism its shape
·         Cytoplasmic determinants – maternal substance in egg that influence the course of early development
·         Induction – signals cause change within target cells
·         Pattern formation – cytoplasmic determinants and inductive signals contribute to spatial organization of tissues and organs
·         Positional information – cues that tell a cell its location relative to body axes and neighboring cells to determine how cell responds to signals
Fruit Fly Gene Specifics
·         Homeotic genes – control pattern formation in embryo, larva & adult
·         Embryonic lethals – mutations w/ phenotypes that cause death at embryonic or larval stage
·         Maternal effect gene – when mutant in mother results in a mutant phenotype in offspring
·         Egg-polarity genes – genes that control orientation
·         Morphogens – establish an embryo’s axes and other features of its form

Cancer and Genes
·         Oncogenes – cancer causing genes
·         Proto-oncogenes – normal versions of cellular genes
·         Tumor-suppressor genes – genes that encode proteins that help prevent uncontrolled cell growth
·         Ras gene – gene that encodes a protein that relays a growth signal from a growth factor receptor on the plasma membrane to a cascade of protein kinases, ultimately resulting in stimulation of the cell cycle
·         P53 gene – tumor suppressor gene

感动的霎那

不曾想象自己会去戏院看这类型的电影
家庭剧?本地片?开玩笑……
阴差阳错下,我看了这套戏

后悔?我也说不上,
心情,回到kl压郁的不良情绪一次性爆发
在戏院里,说不上哭了多少回
只懂出了戏院,眼睛很痛,
他们说我眼睛红了,肿了。

下次,要是心情不好
说不定我会独自去戏院
看半夜场,宣泄自己的情绪。
这样也是不错的发泄方式。

哭,不是我喜欢的方式,
但是要是没有别的办法
我想哭,狠狠地哭,
去别人看不见的地方尽情地哭
至少听见,看见我流泪的人
是要陌生人……

绝对不会在我喜欢的人面前
流一滴眼泪,
不哭不是因为不喜欢他,不信任他
而是太在乎他,不想他难过担心想太多
喜欢就是那么地简单,
当你想为他做的东西比自己多^^

Saturday, January 1, 2011

挥别2010 · 我长大了!!

2010 年,就这样从我的眼前溜走。很是不舍,但是也无可奈何。日子,活着就是要过的,人是向前看的,而不是往后眺望,有云,:往事不可谏,来者犹可追。

2010, 我看见很多东西,让我学了很多,体会更多。很多事情,往往你不会了解它的严重性,或是后果,若你不曾体会。这一年来,尝试了一些我根本不应该参与的事情,得到了一些我不想得到的东西。不听话的孩子,就是会有不一样的收获……(自嘲)

期待2011到来的同时,我心里更存在着我对朋友的感激。你们对我的好,我是会察觉并珍惜。很多时候,我会忽略身边一直在守护着我的朋友,因为他们太好了,我常常会将之视为理所当然。开始变得不珍惜眼前的一切,开始要求更多,开始无理取闹,开始变成一位很白痴的人。我很清楚,很明白我是一个不足的人,很多时候都得靠朋友填满我的空缺。眼前的美好一度让我忘了身边的你们,梦醒了,发现现实没有童话般的完美。庆幸的是,泪湿的眼眶前,还有你们伸出的援手。

朋友阿,是我在2010发掘的宝。无价的。老实说,你们也因为有我,日子才那么大发光彩的吧~都让你们看到我不堪的一面,很难得吧,那么伟大、坚强、后知后觉兼天塌下来也不理的我,也会有那么楚楚动人的一面…… 哈哈哈,我功不可没哦!我明白乐观,开朗,整天把笑脸往脸上挂的,才是你们期待的我,我会尽量办到的啦,因为,我可是周芷琦。呵呵,不让期待的眼神落空。

2010年,让我真正体会到健康的重要,朋友阿,孩子们,健康往往是在我们不留神时流失的。不健康的身体,可是会让一切的努力白费。某位我很敬爱的亲戚在年中,被症断出患有乳癌的噩耗。很晴天霹雳,但是也无可奈何,但是也必须去面对。人生就是那么的无奈,很多时候我们没有选择的余地,因为我们是渺渺的人类。我也有我必须面对的健康问题,所以才会感触。都说了,人是在遇到问题时,才懂得珍惜。你就别问是什么问题了,隐私!

2010,我度过了二十岁前的大关。为了闯这关,我费了很多力气,泪水,心酸还有心疼。在意识到可能要面对问题,我选择了逃避的方式,我没有勇气与信心去面对。怎知,逃避反而让我正面去迎接另一个更大的关。哈哈,天意难违。很后悔当初要去接近这扇门,很天真地以为门后有桃源。其实不然,是一个能煎熬人心的地狱。被背叛的人才会懂得背叛人的可憎度,背叛人的人自己也会有地狱等她,所以活在世上要对得起天地良心。闯关后都会有得到宝物吧,这就是2010得到的另一个宝典。患难见真情,哈哈,老套的话恰恰是我今年的写照。朋友,虽然有让我心寒的,但正是心寒的让我发现何为真正的朋友。(不用暗爽拉)


2010,我学会要珍惜生命。
2010,我学会要坚强懂事
2010,我学会要勇敢面对,逃避解决不了问题
2010,我学会要惜福,幸福不是必然的
2010,我学会要精打细算,钱得来不易
2010,我学会朋友是家外的靠山
2010,我学会放下,不要太执着,最后会得不偿失,因为分离/失去是必然的。

其实,对2010我没有太多的好感,毕竟发生太多不愉快的事,是不幸的一年,能回忆的乐事似乎也不怎么多。但是人要保有知足的心啊,所以今年我很开心,很满足了,期待会有更美好的明天。2011年,我仍会继续冲的!!

PS:2010真地让我变成熟很多涅~挫折让人变得更坚强。
还有,爱我的人们,我也爱你!大爱大爱!!